Monday, June 27, 2011

Sorry, blame it on me

Ntahapehapentah.

I was soooo busy sampaikan tak pergi lunch, sampai tak sihat, sampai tak tidur malam dalam masa 35 jam.

Mata telah jadi mata panda. Terima kasih!

Hopefully, keadaan minggu akan sedikit baik. Kalau hari ni accountant cari pasal lagi, I nak berterus terang je la dgn diorg nie. Apa ingat kami ni robot ke? Tak payah tidur, tak payah mkn?

Bila dah penat, anak dah tidur, hubby pergi main badminton, tgk Private Practice pun boleh nangis. Bongok giler! Hahaha.

"If anything ever happened to me, I want you to remember, that would just mean that all the bad stuff that’s ever going to happen to you already happened." - Dell to Betsey

Kalau nak tgk, korang google la Episode 23 : The End of a Beautiful Friendship. Itu final episode utk Season 3.

I don't know. I was alone and then, tertengok pulak scene Dell bercakap dengan anak perempuan dia; Betsey sebelum dia masuk dewan bedah. Dia tau dia mungkin mati. Ayat dia tu, urm... sediihhhhh. Sesiapa yg mmg tgk Private Practice sejak dulu, mesti tau perjalanan hidup Dell dan anak dia dgn isteri yg hisap dadah tu kan? Banyak sgt perkara buruk yg anak dia dah lalui. Jadi bila dia bercakap dgn anak dia tentang all the bad stuff tu, agak emosi di situ. Dell ni kan mmg watak yg wujud sejak dalam pilot. Hot and sexy surfer. Muahahah..

Takpe la, at least bukan I sorang je yg rasa sedih. Bukti ada di sini. I'm gonna miss him -lah.

Nanti yer, I cari mood nak ber-blogging semula. Otak tengah penat.

Kita layan lagu ni dulu.

Blame It On Me by Akon

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more
And more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is
Affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to
Apologize for things that I've done
And things that have not occurred yet
And things they don't want
To take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problem
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and
You could put the blame on me

You could put the blame on me
Said you could put the blame on me
You could put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

4 scribble(s):

Diyana said...

huhu..dell da mati kan..diyana pun emo je ritu tgk ep finale ritu..pesal eh matikan watak dell si handsome itu..?huhu

Liz Rohaizat said...

diyana> diyana layan jugak ke? hehe.. aah, dell mati. sedeyyy... hahaha, mmg handsome.

menurut pelakon itu sendiri, dia berbincang dengan penerbit tentang watak tu yg mmg takkan ke mana. Dell kan bekerja sebagai midwife je. So watak dia takde la besar sgt. Mereka nak keluarkan watak tu. Dia sendiri yg minta agar watak tu mati dalam season 3.

Nasib baik dia tak mati sebagai penagih dadah. Diorg ingat nak jadikan watak dell ni jadi jahat, terlibat dgn dadah mcm wife dia. kalau jadi camtu, lagi geram sebab dell ni dah la baik sgt dgn anak dia.

Tapi ep tu mmg emo la.

Ila said...

sekarang ni season 4 dah start kan..season 3 pun byk yang tertinggal..huhuhu...tapi mcm tak best jekan dell tu mati...semua orang risaukan anak sam yg pregnant tu,tapi yang mati dell..huhuh

Liz Rohaizat said...

Ila> aah, saya ni je ketinggalan keretapi. skrg baru nak catch up balik. mmg tak best la sbb dah suka dell ni sejak pilot. lagi 'jatuh cinta' dgn sifat dia yg sayangkan anak dia sgt.

R.I.P Dell Parker.

 

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